So what now?

Do you ever have the sudden realization that life really is as scary as all the cynical adults made it out to be?
Is the worst part of a break-up speech the other's "It's not like we'd get married" ramble?
Do you suddenly worry that the dog is going to get in the chocolate or that your eating too much bread?
Do you worry that you've only changed for the worse?
That your childhood is over?
Do you know how pretty your babies would have been?
Do you worry that you're not going to get that apartment,or pay for those bills, or those loans, or those rental fees?
Do you ever have the realization that things suddenly got a lot harder along time ago, and only now are you losing the energy to run down completely, and now you need help?

Well, go ask for it. I'll give you a hug.